im not sure whether its too late to blog bout this particular person .
well , i get to noe her last year , to be exact ,
07-05-09 was the first day i dare myself to talk to her !
we were shy , dunno wat to talk about .
but still , i start the ball rolling .
we intro each other n so on .
on 08-05-09 , she , SITI QANITAH , became my sister !
we tried to hang out with each after school with her cliques .
but wen comes to talking , everybody silent !
all lyk so ps to talk to me , as if i eat ppl . LOL !
suddenly after awhile , we didnt contact each other ?
i noe im in the wrong , as i didnt play fair .
after months of not contacting , i contact her back .
it feels so random to her . n i felt bad bout it .
i heard tt she wans to get close with me
just lyk normal siblings/sister does !
idk bout this matter till i heard bout it .
i felt damn guilty ! i , also wan to get close with her .
but it seems tt time doesnt allow ,
as i'll be sitting for my O's tt year .
but is it true tt time dosent allow ?
or izzit coz im nt playing fair ?
well , i'll choose the second option den .
as i noe tt im not being fair in this case .
after knowing tt she's gonna leave ccss ,
i couldnt resist anymore !
tears start rolling down my cheek non-stop !
even last night i dreamt about her .
so many questions are playing around in my head right now .

~will we still be seeing each other ?
~will we still be contacting with each other ?
~will she leave me alone ?
~wil she find a better sister in her new school ?

haiz , im totally blank right now .
everything seems not right to me .
but watever it is , i will always pray for the best in ur future ADIK !
do forgive me for ALL my wrong doingS ya ?
dun forget about ur gfs n also me , wen u've made new frens ya ?
u will forever be in my heart , n
hope this relationship will never end !
ILY n IMY , SITI QANITAH ♥♥♥