yesterday was darling birthday , so , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING , XIONG CHENG ! went to celebrate his birthday near hafsah's block . he was shocked . haha . all i gave for his birthday was a kiss n a hug . tt's all i can afford . lol ! will upload the pics real soon . dunno wats wrong with blogger . anyway , today was an average day . where shall i start ? er , my problems with adik IS OVER ! this tym i really promise myself tt it wont happen again ! im not gonna elaborate it coz its too sad but im happy tt it is really over n im sure adik is happy too . right ? wat else ? oh ya . during amaths lesson . hmmm . lots of FUN things happen . laugh non-stop ! hahahahahaha . this happen wen me n matt are back to normal ! :D :D :D maths lesson , chat with abang . a very nice conversation to talk about . hahaha . right abang ? hehe . but a bit regret here n there . opps . den RESULTS !! obviously ... BAD was damn disappointed with my results despite all the ppl who have helped me , adik n sayang . haiz . really have to buck up ! especially english , n those subject which i dropped A LOT ! im gonna prove to them tt i will do better for prelim 2 n O levels . (: me n adik saleha are getting along very well . not forgetting adik qanitah too ! :D cant wait for next week . band will resume back on tuesday !! (:

hmmmm . still cant upload my pics with tabby . wats wrong with blogger ? anyways , today school was so BORING ! no michelle , no rusy . if they are around , too noisy . but wen they are not around , too quiet . LOL ! macam2 . left with me n azri . hmmm . oh ya , 2011 chai chee merging with bedok town ? omg ! y must it be wen our batch no more . haiz . nvm . im so going back wen there's band . hehe . their band room is so nice ! but their store room is small . opps . we were wondering wat will be the name of the school . bedok chai ? bedok chee ? azri's the best , chia town ? hahahahaha . LOL . lessons today aslo boring . hmmm . plus the air-coditioned room . makes me yawn everytime . worst still , the guys have been farting away non-stop . OMG . with the windows n doors shut plus the air-con , the room stinks ! lol . after school didnt really study with saleha . coz she's too lazy . lol . instead i went home straight . have been texting jay throughout . (: reached home watched transformers 2 . now currently teaching adik how to do his geog hw . luckily he understand . hehe . if not ..... lol . gtg n finish teaching adik n off to prepare my dawn meals . toodles ~

wat a day . lol . had chem class today at 1pm . hmmm . early uh . met azri at 12.40pm n bused down to simei starbucks . surprisingly we were the first one to reached . jj n the rest were late ! hahaha . so we start the lesson first . trust me , min sen lesson was very easy to understand . we had even complete the only topic left with him today . cool uh . lol . today's weather is good . hehe . love it . lol . after class , went to play arcade ! hahaha . me + 4 guys [azri , jj , zy , xc] . i didnt really play . just watch them play . but in the end i played 1 game . RACING ! lol . hmmm , actually can win one lor . jj n xc crash together , i also got crashed . humph . lol . azri did play too . hahaha . after tt , we kinda watched anugerah . but awhile only . den me n azri had our meals . finally im eating . since yesterday im starving ! while the others went home . after tt , bused back to tam . upon reaching , there's this incident happen . very funny lar . hahahahaha . we suspect the person knows we are laughing at her . hmmm . hahahahahahahaha . lol . went home , did my eng hw den watched chip n dale shows . so cute la . just like tammy n tabby . lol . den watched a malay movie . currently feels so boring ! wondering y my adiks not online ? hmmm . couldnt upload my pics with tabby . will upload it soon ! stupid blogger . lol .

many ppl didnt turn up today . is either coz they are sick or art prelims . lol . n we create a new virus for our class . H5N1 ! haha . cool uh . lol . after school , stayback with saleha n the rest . i guess she's not malu anymore ? haha . lol . anyway , finally adik does her maths hw ! despite her STM , i tink she can make it . qanitah , fiqa n fina too ! adik , mon still on uh ? study maths . haha . MUST ! den they do their DNT . lol . at 2 plus , they go change to their full U , while me n qanitah waited for them at the canteen . after tt they have to fall in n left with me , qanitah n some guys .. tt point of tym , i really gtg . meeting my sis . but dun have the heart to leave adik alone . poor girl . in the end , i went home alone . lol . no choice . sorry dik . i noe u got sumone . lol . this weekend i got lots of hw ! humph . oh ya , abang ashrul is back again yesterday . this tym round , he is the suspect . LOL . rest well abang !

cousin , am i making the right decision ? i felt bad , sad , guilty ? hmmm . haiz .

dun really have the freaking time to update ! my sis have been bz with her projects n i really need to buck up on some of my subjects with regards to my prelim 1 result ! so sucky . haiz .

many things happen yesterday . lol . where shall i start ? hmm . oh , PE . didnt have PE lesson so we stayed in the classroom . den xc go push the whiteboard at the door , blocking the way . wen mr azhar came in , the whole class have to do 20 jumping jack coz no one cant be bothered to push it away . geog , haiz . failed to get wat adik wanted . was so disappointed in it . n i cant believe im the one who falls under tt category . haiz . im so sorry dik . ): maths lesson was FUN ! went to com lab to do some survey . 2 things happen . firstly was , we didnt take temperature while the whole school is actually taking . lol . in fact , we just do our own work . the other was , wen michelle was holding joel's hamster , the hamster jump out n crawl damn fast . michelle got shocked . lol . chem . hmm . earlier tt day , mr leong came in with the air-con controller . we thought the air-con was on again , but no . only during chem , suddenly wilson ask jerome to switch on the air-con manually . guess wat !? the air-con was ON ! the whole class was so excited bout it until ms nur called us kids . lol . after school , went to have lunch at PP . walk here n there n back to school for MT LC O lvl . trust me , u all dun wanna noe how i sat for the paper . so wasted haiz . went back home , guess who i saw ? nas twin . hahahaha . michelle n azri should noe . LOL !

finally , just wanna say THANK U SO MUCH COUSIN NICK for being there for me . i guess now im left with u to borrow me ur shoulders . (:

today nothing much happen . finally mdm poon talked to me bout my results . ): now idk how am i gonna face adik n sayang . both of them have high hopes for me , helped me a lot . den in the end .. haiz . malumalumalu !

had a wonderful date with azri today ! hehe . despite the rushing ! lol . wait , before going out with him , i actually watched two movies at home . haha . UP n RUSH HOUR 3 . woke up early today , so i spent my tym watching two movies before watching the third one with azri [HARRY POTTER !] lol . but i did the laundry too ouhk . im a good girl . hahaha . oh ya , i couldnt believe tt faiz didnt go to school today . OMG . he got high fever . wonder its true or not . hmmmm .

so met azri before 1.30pm n we were lyk .. hmmm . hahaha . lol . the show was nice . i dun mind watching it again . sad michelle couldnt tag along . n rusy went to watch with her bf . after the show , bused down to TP meet my sis . den bused back to tam to have our meal . suddenly saw adik n his fren/gang . he didnt really see me . lol . im small ! hehe . went to my place put stuff first n accompanied him home . wait , i accompanied him home ? shouldnt it be the other way round . LOL . macam2 , i noe dik . went to buy tammy n tabby's food near azri's house . tts y i accompanied him home . lol . really enjoyed myself today . with the rushing , funny things happening in the theatre , laughing here n there n my sis being so irritating bout us dating . jealous uh ? lol .

was kinda disappointed . didnt managed to go to mak house today . infact yesterday . she love to have us be or even staying at her place so she wouldnt feel tt bored . haiz . ): wats wrong with mummy ? she's been having bad temper towards me . i hate it sia . im gonna show bad attitude towards her ! i dun care ! F ! haiz . tomorrow's schooling . getting papers back ? arghhh ! hope it turns out well . gotta start packing my school bag now . toodles ~

not forgetting , HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY , HARIS !!

yesterday was so KECOH chatting with adiks n nas . lol . today woke up , im like a cinderella ! cleaning the house ; kitchen , living room n my room . lol . i was so perspiring tt tym . hmmm . hahaha . oh ya , i forgot to write bout sumting at my yesterday's post .

i am back taking bus 10 to school ! lol . surprise uh ? a few reasons to it . not forgetting , abang ashrul is back from NS last tuesday ? was shocked to see him home tt day . n i knew it . confirm someone got swine . lol ! yeah its true . n only 15 students are allowed to go home . how lucky he is . hahaha .

i better start studying for my religious exam tomorrow . this tym round very difficult to cheat . lol . ustazah re-arranged our seats . haiz .

before posting about prelims n so on ,



tammy n tabby is back in their cage ! no more freedom for them due to their wrong doings ! poor cats .

PRELIM 1 is officially over !
im left with prelim 2 n O level .

so far prelim 1 was ouhk la . some papers are difficult n some are easy . but anyways , i managed to answer all the question though idk some/most of it . hehe . surprisingly , i didnt sleep for all the papers except POA paper 1 just now . first tym in my life ! but seriously thanx to sayfun ! i really take his advise by not sleeping . coz , i kinda spotted some mistakes here n there . if not , is really a waste of marks . THANX DIK , loves ! just hope everything turns out well wen i get the papers back . (:

MONDAY - plan to forget adik birthday . dunno whether he realise it or not in the first place ? lol . so rusy was the one who gave his present . [not tt kak tk berani eh !] in the end , i did wish him n told him tt the present was from me . haha . wat if i totally forget his birthday ? hmmm . sedih tk dier ? if me , confirm sedih . hehs . anyways , sorry if i never celebrate ur birthday . ): coz , im fasting n im sure u will definitely celebrate with ur frens . as long as u r happy , im happy too . hope u lyk the present though u have 1 already . tt's y last month i ask u some questions . dunno u remember not . hmm . i doubt so . lol ! wait , i got another present for u . this present u told me u want it so much . hmmm . ill give u hopefully by next wednesday , if not thursday maybe . tt depends wen i can get the present . dun ask wat is it . im not gonna answer tt question . hehe . LOL ! met jay tt day too . miss him la . haha .

TUESDAY - had POA extra class at 1pm . before tt , went to have lunch with azri rusy rachel n kum kum . guess wat ? OMG ! kum kum rachel n rusy can stay in one house . [lazy to elaborate] lol . me n azri feels so ps walking with them . after the class also . OMG .

WEDNESDAY - only sit for physics paper . ended school like 9.15 am ? lol . good la . means there's lots of tym for me to prepare for amaths the next day . seriously , i dun wan talk to mr tan again . haiz . i had enough . after paper , went to have breakfast n walk around for awhile to destress . since i reached home so early , decided to pay mak a visit . after zuhur prayers , got ready , brought all my amaths stuff , n headed straight to her house . its been half a year since i last visit her . after i had lunch at her house , i start to practice for amaths . at first atuk wans me to stay over . hmmm . at first i thought of it though . coz from there i can actually take 55 den 13 to school . but i didnt bring my school shirt all those . so i tink im gonna stay over at her place during O lvl period . coz , i tink i can concentrate more wen i study at her place . if at home , i couldnt really study coz there's so many things tt can make me laze around . lol . im so gonna tell mummy tt i wan stay over at mak house during O lvl period . hope she allows . *cross-finger*

THURSDAY - UNLUCKY DAY ! dunno y suddenly my temp was high . usually it will only reach up tp 37.57 - 37.65 . not more den tt . but suddenly my temp was 37.74 !? at first thought of ignoring it . but i told mdm poon bout it . re-take my temp , 37.73 . re-take again 37.64 . den had no choice but to go to the hall . haiz . told only adik bout it . coz it was freaking bored at the hall . all i did was sit there stare at the staff who are so busy chatting away n worried bout my amaths paper . they re-take my temp n it wen down to 37.2 . see . im not sick . is just the weather i guess . tsk tsk tsk . n im allowed to leave the hall at 8.20am . OMG . luckily they extend my amaths paper time . for the second temp , though its high , i totally ignore it . heck care already . after the paper , rushed home n went to amelia's crib to study POA . break fast at her house . thanx neng !

FRIDAY/TODAY - michelle was late today ! haha . luckily i wake her up . if not .. last day of prelims , monday no school . so good ! I NEED THE REST ! maybe monday watching harry potter . (: during prelims period , many things has happen . with the one n only irritating person , MK ! evryday-everymorning-after everypaper , always got something tt she wan to say which made me feel so F-ed up la ! so wat if i have amaths paper on thurs ? does it even concerns u ? i dun tink so . but , my PRELIMS over . not lyk u . still got ART . wait , i dun give the F-ing care ! i tink u deserve wat i said on wednesday n today morning too . i feel lyk giving the kind of sacarstic voice to u just now in the bus bout my prelims are over n not lyk u . but i guess , im just wasting my breath . as wat adik said , jgn layan . im ignoring it . absolutely !

i feel so grateful tt me n matt are back to normal ! i still can remember the tym , the both of us didnt talk to each other for MONTHS ! but now , everything's ouhk ! im lovin it . but , he's still with his irritating attitude . "LET THE BEST MATHEMATICIAN WINS !" wateva . i dun care . lol . den yesterday poor thing wen he wans to board the bus , he realise tt he has left his wallet in class . but sad my bus has come . so i couldnt really accompany him . n he said i 'pang sei' him . hmmm . i didnt ouhk . haha .

oh ya . not forgetting , i made a new sister yesterday! made ? or adopt ? who cares . sounds the same . lol . NURSALEHA !! yeah ! sometimes i feel tt my adiks n not forgetting my one n only abang are my better siblings . how i wish they were my real siblings . dream on la radhiah eh . haiz . y i met all these wonderful people during my last year of ccss ? haiz . IM GONNA MISS THEM BADLY ! i've already missed 1 , JAY ! nvm . im gonna come back to ccss n visit u all wen got band practice ! LOVES ~

talking bout band . i miss band ! my trumpet ! my juniors ! wat kind of stupid reason which states , there will be no band , dance n choir cca coz the conductor is an outsider !? very stupid reason . our band really needs the practice n they give this kind of lame reason . can just ask them to take temperature right . got brains not ? if they sick , obviously they wont come right . tsk tsk tsk . how the band wan to improve with this kind of stupid reason . haiz .

i miss going home with adik n his frens/gang . they fail to make me feel lonely . all the jokes [though its rude , i dun tink they mean it] , really make me either laugh or smile . usually wen we walk to esso . how i wish i can go home with them again . i felt tt im just lyk one of them . always smile , laugh . (:

before i end this long post , im sure u guys noe bout this nenek going round ppl house ....... bla bla bla . idk whether im supposed to believe it or wat . well , i dun really believe it . y would a nenek carry tt thing go around ppl house ? is she insane ? just escape from woodbridge mental hospital izzit ? mummy called just now , n ask my grandma to make sure tt her windows n our windows are close . mummy n grandma believe it too ? hmmm . shall i believe it ? i guess ill just be careful . too my loved ones , be careful too . (: [to tt nenek , hope u go to bangsa lain punye rumah . our house is full of ayat . so be our guest if u wan to go to hell !]

ouhk im done posting this very LONG post ! im going to pray n continue watching red thread . after tt im gonna have my LLOONNGG rest !

*I NEED THE REST*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ADIK , SAYFUN !

which is better ? hmmm . lol . i secretely took his pic from his hp


sayfun ? fun ? pan ? kayu ?
LOL ! adik is still the best !
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY !
wah ! dah 15 sei ! i noe u dun lyk it .
this guy here ,
he was once my tembam junior ,
den become my gangster partner ,
N now my lovable , slim adik !
though we're not tt close last tym ,
im so happy tt we are now !
as wat i posted for her ,
this is my final year in CCSS ,
i hope our relationship stays !
study hard for exams ,
promise me u'll be a better adik ,
N pls , buka langkah pertama !
semoga berjaya ! LOL !
hope u'll lyk the present ,
though u have one already .
btw , credits to azri n MK ,
for helping me to wrap it . hehe .
till here only ,
take care n njoy ur day !
AISHITERU , kak diah ! (:

had a surprise late birthday party for mummy on the 6 july . she didnt noe i came down to her house to surprise her . lol . anyways , let the pics do the talking yeah .


mummy n her present !

see the distance . XD

milo n jessie !

my babies ! (:

hope she had a wonderful day on tt day , though time doesnt allow us to spend time longer . ): im sure there's another day for us to spend time more , make u smile more n let go all the bad memories ! loves , nu-er ! (:

its been a week since i last update . lots of things has happened . with the IRRITATING ppl . or should i say MK only ! bingitkn kepala orang je . haiz . not forgetting . PE lesson was FUN ! though mk irritate me . PE lesson with mr azhar was more fun den mr foo . opps . prelim 1 has started . so far , all the papers are ouhk except for 1 . maths was so shocked to see tt the paper was difficult . but , have to face the fact that everytym it will become tougher n tougher . not the other way round . just hope paper 2 i can score . ps , ps . no hoping . I MUST ! lol . harry potter will commence on the 16 july !! must go watch it . though i dun really lyk to watch HP , suddenly the interest is back ! lol . adik , must tag me along tau !

not a very good day to start ... ):

thought mrs pereira not coming to class due to her meeting . but it turns out tt she actually came ! n i didnt bring her hw ! i was panic-ing lyk mad , in the end i couldnt resist it , i cried . i really dunno wat to do . n summore she say she wans to collect it . wen she say she wans to collect it , i was panic-ing even more la ! n again , i cried . azri told me to do a new one on the spot . but i dun tink i can finish it . haiz . in the end i told her but she say she wan it by today . all i can tink of it is to do it by today . but seriously , i dun wanna re-do tt letter writing 3 times ! duriong POA lesson i was kinda day dreaming n suddenly i tink of a conclusion to my problem . i decided to go home after school quickly n reach before oral starts . tts the only way . talking bout oral , idk how bad or how good i did , but to me is average . first question for conversation already i was kinda stuck . but i just vomit out wat was in my mind on tt spot . haiz . today was a very unluck day , sad day , stress day for me ! not even a smile appear in my face . before school starts , during school(lesson) , after school , before oral , after oral . haiz . ): [only adik , azri n rusy knows .]

mr soh-ms hidayah-mrs cheong-mr chua-mrs pereira [my eng teachers of the year !]

school starts 2 days ago , n i dun have the freaking time to blog . only today den i got the time coz i duun have to do any hw . actually need but not today . I NEED REST ! for the past 4 days , i've been sleeping damn late ! how hating it is . now also i lyk cannot open my eyes . in class have been yawning here n there n i tink today , after watching red thread which is 8.30 pm later , im gonna have my 8hrs n 30mins sleep ! ok ppl , im gonna pack my bag for tomorrow's school n watch red thread den sleep . zzzz