met the same ppl again.. i was late?? again went to esso den walked back to school.. put stuff in the band room n went fer flag raising.. was asked to stand by the principal n announced tt to day we going fer SYF.. too lazy to update wat happen till competition.. some say we did well some say no.. to me not really.. 50-50.. haiz.. after school,, went to eat KFC n waited fer the results.. one by one ppl sms n told us the result.. haiz.. another SYF same result.. sad.. thought it was april fool's joke.. but after looking at the website,, its true tt we got _ _ _.. haiz.. just hope tt the juniors can get at least an award in the coming SYF.. dun give up ppl.. :) dunno should i or should i not step down.. i dun feel lyk stepping down.. its so bored stepping down..

-i wont get to play my trumpet
-i wont get to play new piece
-i wont get to enjoy the practices
-i wont get to hug my sayangs n darlings
-i wont get to have fun
-i wont get to destress myself
-i wont get to meet/teach my new juniors

arghhh.. so many 'i wont get to'.. haiz.. i guess i wont be stepping down.. but need to study hard at home.. dun feel lyk going school tomorrow.. still thinking.. should i or should i not.. in the end,, made up my mind n go to school tomorrow..